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  • I wrote this on break at my job the day after I told a guy I loved him and he told me he “didn’t know what to say to that”

    a song by Fall Out Boy or whatever, lol I didn’t fall for him because he was special.I fell for him because he was familiar. For a long time, I believed choosing the wrong…

  • My Inheritance

    I look in the mirror and see my mother. I see her in my gestures too— the disorder she passed down, or a few. She taught me hatred. Not toward other people—never. She taught…

  • 8/29

    People rarely understand. That in itself can be off-putting, almost alienating. But I’ve learned that if I don’t make light of my own situation, its weight threatens to squash me flat—just like the ants…

  • Carnal Communion

    — by Janie Lyvon I sink to the cool stone nave,   knees bruised, palms spread—   an unlit votive waiting   for the ember kept behind His teeth. Incense of dusk spirals,  …

  • bipolar personality disorder

    – by Janie Lyvon Heavy topics like substance abuse, addiction, suicidal thoughts and ideation, and mental health struggles carry a trigger warning in this revised journal entry about my struggles as a bipolar person.…

  • Grief & Bad Habits

    Tell me, child, why do you betray yourself  for grief? You choose  to learn nothing  in its hasty wake. Is it your desire to self-destruct? Or were you simply looking for that excuse  to…

  • The Motel Bathtub

    One of my earliest life memories is of hastily leaving my childhood home after my siblings returned from school. Our mother was in a manic state. “Where are we going?” I remember asking—or perhaps…

  • Tame Thy Tongue

    Poem by Janie Lyvon Love allotted by the purest of heartcannot be deemed a mere sin.For is love not seen to be genderlessas the very soul dwelling in our mortal vessel?Who is a meager…

  • Quote,

    Each mind is a mosaic of mental scars that are at once both exposed and invisible. The most profound depictions can convey a wealth of information in the pauses between sentences, yet many of…